crap

today is just an effing crappy day!!!...
it all started with a misunderstanding... which got me so irritated
...plus exams...its just BLEHHHHHHHHHH all the way...
sleeping at 12 and waking up at 5 just to study is no fun... but i still have to do it anyways...
i feel like a freakin ass for studying... its like no use!!since everyone is just discussing...
and i screwed up my moral which i didnt really care... wasnt in the mood that time....
KH AND SCIENCE wasnt bad... hmmm...
laughed a lot in school with amanda and adina( like always) even though i should be studying....
manage to get all 10 definitions of moral like an hour before the paper started... HEHE...
came back from school.. played shazrix guitar ( thanks for lending it to me)..


then felt even crappier!!!!!... OMG...
CRAPPYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!
YOU want me to help u do stuff and end up yelling at me!!!
omg!!! comment about everything i do... how i speak... WTH!!!....
i play bball once a week .... FYI... i have not played for 2 months!!!...
do YOU ever stop to think THAT i speak in whatever UN-CLEAR LANGUAGE YOU KEEP ON TELLING ME its because of school!!!!!!!!!! and not because of them?!!
HAVE YOU FORGOTTEN THAT SBU ACCEPTS STUDENTS FROM CHINESE SCHOOL TOO??!!! BTW... THEIR ENGLISH IS NOT PERFECT!!
AND I SPEND 5 DAY A WEEK IN SCHOOL MORE THAN 7 HOURS WITH THEM EVERY DAY...and the person u put me on the PHONE!! OMG!! he speaks so clearly that i just LOVEEE saying the words HUH? and PARDON??...
ANDDD WHEN A PERSON IS TALKING ON THE PHONE WITH SOMEONE ELSE... TRYING TO GET INFORMATION... COULD YOU PLEASE STOP INTERUPTING??!! ...
OMG how am i suppose to freakin hear what other person says!!
I PRONOUNCED THE WORDS LOUD AND CLEAR... AND WHEN I DO THAT, YOU CALL ME RUDE.... wtf!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.....
if you think Jackie speaks good ENGLISH... then just wake HER UP INSTEAD OF ASKING ME TO DO IT!!.... its that freakin simple!!!!!.... at home she acts like she is NUMBER 1 in English!!
and you believer her??! OMG....In school she is just an ordinary student speakin English like everyone else!!...

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
TODAY IS SUCH A CRAPPY DAY!! I TOLD YA!!...
I JUST WANT TO SCREAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! its just not a good day for me....
plus sej and civic!!!... all is just not going well today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!