i dun care

i am on a 'I DON'T CARE' teenage phase...
i just seem to care as much as i do last time... dunno why..
now when i care, people don't appreciate.. so too bad la..
whoever need me to care and i'm not there.. whoever is reading this.. it doesn't have to do with LOVE or anything.. please do NOT get me wrong la...
hahah...my blog thing seems to be weird cause i don't have the thing that shifts the words to the middle..

welllll.. trials overall was alright except GEOGRAPHY...
do not NOT study geography ! whoever tell u use your general knowledge, YOU TELL THEM GO DIE!! alright... trust me.. study!! just read.. because we humans, our general knowledge does not cover where things are made from.. who the hell knew Merit-Pila was in Sarawak?? well i know now la.. cause i answered it wrong.. so i've learned my lesson !! so learn from my lesson in whatever exam is coming up.. JUST STUDY!!kay, i gotta stop bitching bout GEO edi.. got other stuff to bitch about/...

training has stop for the u16 KL.. cause trials and also not loads of people coming for training.. their lost la.. not mine.. i went for training and got loads of scolding from senior... WHOAH... scolding till i don't dare to make the same mistakes..need to work on defence and pass more... got loads of things to WORK ON.. so can't wait till PMR is over.. so i can TRAIN MY ASS OFF...for a spot in the u16 team... going for the shooters spot la.. not to say i'm perfect or damn pro kay..i'm not that LC.. but i'm much better in that than others like driving in and all kinds of stuff, but i still gotta work on other stuff... enough bout basketball...

at home pulak... sister is being a bitch as usual... i salute her BF that can stand her..and i poor him when she gets a BITCH-FIT LA... i cannot stand so i wish him the best of luck..so now i'm not covering for her anymore!! =D.. now, since all my sisters are in overseas.. i'm the only person my mum complains too... OMG, beh tahan.. like seriously... i've not mastered the tuning out to whatever she complains mmy sisters say they could do... i'm not really sure they're playing with me or they really can do that... but i just can't stand her complaining the same thing la... OMG.. it's exactly the same freakin thing... when i come back of school in the car.. is like complaining time... OH GOSH... no choice...
i can't say anything la.. cause i would be upset too i GUESS if i had her probs.. and need somebody o complain...so i have to tahan.. till she finds something else to com[lain bout... can't wait for that

with me.. i feel like i'm different la... not happy nowadays...
not sure because of load of stress with PMR and u16 thing..but yeah...
i fell really damn bad for hitting my classmates head quite hard...BUT HE DESERVED it..i told u hate people touching my head.. people who knows me.. wouldnt dare to touch..so what he did was he took this paper thing, that was made into like the baseball bat shape.. and whacked my head.. EVEN THOUGH i told him i didn't like ppl touching my head... so HE DID.. what a jackass.. so i stood up.. and i could hear like 'OH OO' from my friends... cause i don't really let ppl mess with me.. went to his bag.. took it and put it out the window.. i ask for an apology from him or i would have dropped the bag... which i really WOULD.. cause i was damn pissed... and my friend was like just say sorry la... he wouldnt.. so what i did was just hit his head back... pretty hard.. then i apologized cause i felt bad.. SEE!! I'M ACTUALLY NICE, I DO NOT LIKE TOUCHING PEOPLES HEAD TOO!! BUT YOU MESS WITH ME YOU'RE GOING TO PAY!! LIKE SERIOUSLY!! HHAHAHA... soooo that it what happen i guess....


i think i'm done blogging... have not done it in a while...


HOLS NEXT WEKK... CANNOT VAITTTTTTTT
cannot cannot cannot vait!!!! =D

dying

OMG, i'm dying.. trials are cominggggggggg.... DYING... SUFFERING.. GTG..
NEED TO STUUDDDYY... SIGHHHHH... i can't believe i'm studying... actually, i'm quite slow.. edi.. folling around.. going for training..DAMN ITTTTT!!
gtg...

life is upsetting

whoah.. First time bloging on the phone... Have not done this before.. I find it hard though... Just wanted to try it out cause i dont wanna study and i'm freakin bored.. Well, kinda upset with some stuff especially when i had the chance to play with senior and didnt get to cause wasnt given the chance to choose.. Yep.. Thats damn upsetting... Well, i still have many years to play i guess.. Just not with the one i want to play.. But its okay.. I'm fine with it.. Got some advice from a coach yesterday... That i have to decide where i wanna play and in which team... Really have to consider stuff like this... Or not i'll not have a team to play in ... But at least i know i have somewhere to go if there is a problem... I gotta play tournaments that i get to go on court, or it will be a waste of my time.. I really dont wanna waste my time cause i'm definately not getting any younger and tournaments are getting lest too.. Gotta make use of every opportunity i can get.. Lastly i would like to saw SCREW PMR AND MAKING MY LIFE SO MISERABLE!! Lazy to blog edi. Thumbs getting tired... Lol!

>:(

arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!! screw you GHM!!
everytime i touch the ball u just have some comment...
FFFFFFFFFFFFF...
every time ask me to not panic..
but how to not panic hen ur practically comenting on my every single move and pass...!! aghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!
i'm damn irritated.. othe seniors are being nice
and they don't even know me!!
your being such an asshole on court its so irritating...
looking at your face can get me irritated!!!
you screw up my game..
every time panic its because of u.. i'm not running the way u want me to...
u could have give me clear instructions!!
now i have no chance all because of you!!! arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

MABA

whoahh... today is the day they announce the12 ppl thats going Pahang
i'm so freakin nervous and scared... i wanna be the junior that goes...
later at 8 will be my last chance to prove to the coach that i can play.
then, it would be up to him to decide...
honestly, i don't really want to lose to the 14 year old
but with her height of 178cm, i can't complain if coach chooses her
i just wanna beat the others that are playing my position...
well, yesterday rained heavily so i thought training would be canceled..
but then they decided change and train in MABA..
first time training there.. was so excited weyhh...
like new playground only.. LOL
felt very funny when waiting for the uncle to open the gate...
like some Greek thingy only where the gates rise up
and the lions are there where u have to fight them...
butttttttttttttttttttttttttt
in this case u just train.. HAHAHAH ( say until so dramatic)
now, i got the courage to lay up.. performance better i guess..
still got some probs.. and silly mistakes that i can't show tonight..
i hope my silly mistakes die before training start...
i really really hope luck is on my side today...
yesterday my dad, said it for like the FIRST TIME!!
' she sure get wan, work so hard how not to get?'
whoah... never ever heard him say that before when it come to bsb...
so i hope, with those words... i'll be in my good mood today
and play and perform my best at MABA!
WISH ME LUCK!!!!!

bussssyyy beeee

whats up have been busy the whole month...
busy with exams, competition and training for kl...
WHOHHHH....
well... exams are always shitty la...
study like mad and then the questions doenst even come out..
-.-
been studying a lot nowadays... coollll....
never done that before.. i think the PMR kiasuness is starting to kick in..
WHICH IS GOOD... it make me study..
besides, i don't want to be the one that gets left out when results come out..
i wanna be smiling with my friends... with all 7 'A' on my paper.. so i should work hard for it..


THIS YEAR FOR 2010
I DO NOT WANT TO BE LEFT OUT WHEN IT COMES TO BASKETBALL SELECTION AND PMR RESULTS ALSO!!!!
i wanna be the one that gets into the state team and also get straight A's


competition right now would be RUBY cup for u16
played like 4 games.... lost 2 won 2..
lost to yi ming in like the MABA stadium, the marks were so close all the time..
but i guess they were just too good..
would be playing against them in the semi..
cause for girls group its like round robbin
and the 1st in grouping would play the 4th,
the 3rd would play the 2nd..
so i hope we can beat them this time!! =D
yesterday played against chong hwa A...
and before that i had state training..
so,chiau teng thought me the proper way to lay up
cause everytime she ask me whether i know how to do it... i say i don't know..
normal lay up i can do.. the charging ones i can't do..
well after she taught me during the training,
i decided that i should be using it on court during the game as a practice..
so i did!! and it worked.. then all my friends were like..
wahh, u know how to lay up edi after chiau teng taught u..
i was kinda happy that time
haha.. so i have to say THANK YOU to her and yu ping also for deffending me that time..
cause if she had not taught me the proper way..
i would be a gonner in the game and in KL state team
i have to gather my confidence now to dribble and lay up when against seniors..
if i can do it in the u16 game, WHY CAN'T I DO IT FOR U18??
its just 3 years diff wad, all girls also.. its not like i'm playing against guys in the com..


owh, and i have like major important selection/trainings for KL u18 and u16..
i was so shocked that i got selected for it ( u18)..
thank god my friend told me that she saw my name in the list..
well, trainings are not soo good..
i dont know why when i train with the seniors i get scared..
its like i dont dare to dribble and shoot and lay up..
every time my seniors would be like 'yuki, calm down'
sigh, i gotta get rid of my stupid fear on court...
i hope to get in this years KL state team
i'll be really happy if i get it...
( i'm sick of losing to ____)
i learn a lot of stuff when it comes to training..
and for some reason, this year i am serious bout basketball
maybe its because i'm not getting any younger
so i must take the opportunity to play and train all i can..
=D

gtg.. going to watch iron man... byeeeeeeeeeeeee

wheeeeeeeeee

so today i had volleyball training at SMKTC..
got imported by them.. and going confusion for basketball
1st time training with them.. i wanted to die..
i've not train like that before...
run jump run jump run jump non- stop
the coach make me spike like more than 20 balls..
hand dying... he taught me the proper way to spike..
timing a bit off, but i got the hang of it later..
he is so old but he can jump and play..
GENG!!!!!!!... hahaha

thats it for today.. hehe..
BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE