i have a a question that has been in my mind since last year.....

HOW DO YOU HAVE THE HEART TO DO IT?

memorable

27/10/2008

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NOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!

hmmm..

i have no idea what to write....so i decided to write bout blogs :)

usually people write bout how they are feeling....that will be emo post la
some write bout how their day went or what they did....
and some will write bout their boyfriend/girlfriends or how sorry they are after a fight or something bad...
and people will write bout what they want to achieve or do stuff when they get older...
some people will be just so random at times come up with pictures and that itself can be called a post... marvelous isn't it??
most of the blogs i read are interesting...the post i read i can tell what they are going through but not 100% la.... :)...some just write bout their feeling towards somebody else...so when i get back to school it will be 'teasing time'!!....haha...thats the fun part...
and i like it when somebody post bout feeling towards others and the other person finds out...
its just fun laaaa :P
when it comes to tags...i get to the people better and they share some information too such as...after so many days of passing and just saying hi to ee laine, i didnt even know she lived near by me... lots of people do...i just didnt know....haha
blogs are just interesting and the longer the post is some will think its boring but actually its interesting....it has become like a short story bout peoples lives....
actually the long post can consider as an essay but with a lot of speeling error and other things...haha

this year i have seen lots of blogs and post i can say all is interesting and some are just plain boring like mine....i admit mine is just boring cause i have nothing to write about and nothing to open up to the world like some bloggers do.....i just can't do that....if i could i would write anything plus the cursing and let my anger out like some people do....that will be fun ...but too bad my sisters will be reading this and i shouldn't be cursing at the age of 13....haha...
so.....ermmmm i probaly leave it until here because i cant think of anything anymore....
besides....my blog is like my open jurnal....but not that open la....hahaa :)
nites

gosh

this is my second day skipping school...and i'm getting worst instead of better
cant take a breath properly without my chest feeling pain....
this is not emo pain la....cause it really hurts....just came back from delicious...
nice food....but kinda feel like a balloon.... wanting to burst....
i am kinda breathing really slowly right now...not really breathing all the time...haha
and suddenly i cant even do my homework properly....i copy a bit my head starts spinning...
or i just copy the wrong thing...hehe..
i feel like i have just played two quarters of basketball non-stop....and cannot breath la....
thats how i feel now
i cannot write anymore la..... cant think properly when there is not enough oxygen going to my brain

sickkkkkkkkkk

oh....i am soooo sick....
that i have to take 3 different kinds of pills and like twice a day some time 3...
i have never felt so sick like this before...lack of sleep la..
i cant even taste what i'm eating and i can only feel weather the food is hot or cold thats all
i even slept in BM class today...the teacher didnt even care cause he knew i was sick...
so while he was teaching about novels and poem...i fell asleep...without realizing...
but i can hear what he is saying and not know that my eyes are closed...hahaha
i have flu, cough, fever, blocked ears and and...for some reason my skin hurts like mad..lol
so i can be considered the whole package of sickness la....i cant blog anymore...i feeling very tired and its only 10.00....sigh!!....
bye :)

tired

feel so lifeless nowadays. sigh

today woke up late, slept quite late last night too
watch tv the whole day...nothing to do
wanting to scream for no reason
was sitting in my room today.just sitting for a long time.playing with the chimes
something so simple could just get my attention....hehe...
today my pants came back . YAY.... levis =)
then listen to music after that. wanting to wack the drums
been playing 'hear you me' by jimmy eats world...
love the song..for some reason....
going through photos of this year...
thinking 'i enjoy this year better than the last year and the year before that'...haha
lots of friends la...how not to enjoy?
new friends , old friends and friends that i love!!....
so , yea i enjoy this year... can't say wanting to go back to primary
i have no clue what to write.... i'm no good in writing stuff like this
feel very irritated with myself for drawing something that got me just very angry with someone...luckily that person is not around....
i have no clue la...somethings have change bout my feelings towards people....
i'll just leave it until here...