>:(

arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!! screw you GHM!!
everytime i touch the ball u just have some comment...
FFFFFFFFFFFFF...
every time ask me to not panic..
but how to not panic hen ur practically comenting on my every single move and pass...!! aghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!
i'm damn irritated.. othe seniors are being nice
and they don't even know me!!
your being such an asshole on court its so irritating...
looking at your face can get me irritated!!!
you screw up my game..
every time panic its because of u.. i'm not running the way u want me to...
u could have give me clear instructions!!
now i have no chance all because of you!!! arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

MABA

whoahh... today is the day they announce the12 ppl thats going Pahang
i'm so freakin nervous and scared... i wanna be the junior that goes...
later at 8 will be my last chance to prove to the coach that i can play.
then, it would be up to him to decide...
honestly, i don't really want to lose to the 14 year old
but with her height of 178cm, i can't complain if coach chooses her
i just wanna beat the others that are playing my position...
well, yesterday rained heavily so i thought training would be canceled..
but then they decided change and train in MABA..
first time training there.. was so excited weyhh...
like new playground only.. LOL
felt very funny when waiting for the uncle to open the gate...
like some Greek thingy only where the gates rise up
and the lions are there where u have to fight them...
butttttttttttttttttttttttttt
in this case u just train.. HAHAHAH ( say until so dramatic)
now, i got the courage to lay up.. performance better i guess..
still got some probs.. and silly mistakes that i can't show tonight..
i hope my silly mistakes die before training start...
i really really hope luck is on my side today...
yesterday my dad, said it for like the FIRST TIME!!
' she sure get wan, work so hard how not to get?'
whoah... never ever heard him say that before when it come to bsb...
so i hope, with those words... i'll be in my good mood today
and play and perform my best at MABA!
WISH ME LUCK!!!!!